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THE CINNAMON PEELER
If
I were a cinnamon peeler
I
would ride your bed
and
leave the yellow bark dust
on
your pillow.
Your
breasts and shoulders would reek
you
could never walk through markets
without
the profession of my fingers
floating
over you. The blind would
stumble
certain of whom they approached
though
you might bathe
under
rain gutters, monsoon.
Here
on the upper thigh
at
this smooth pasture
neighbour
to your hair
or
the crease
that
cuts your back. This ankle.
You
will be known among strangers
as
the cinnamon peeler's wife.
I
could hardly glance at you
before
marriage
never
touch you
-
your keen nosed mother, your rough brothers.
I
buried my hands
in
saffron, disguised them
over
smoking tar,
helped
the honey gatherers . . .
When
we swam once
I
touched you in water
and
our bodies remained free,
you
could hold me and be blind of smell.
You
climbed the bank and said
this is how you touch other women
the
grass cutter's wife, the lime burner's daughter.
And
you searched your arms
for
the missing perfume
and knew
what good is it
to
be the lime burner's daughter
left
with no trace
as
if not spoken to in the act of love
as
if wounded without the pleasure of a scar.
You
touched
your
belly to my hands
in
the dry air and said
I
am the cinnamon
peeler's
wife. Smell me.
-
Michael Ondaatje
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